Jasmin Grider Poetry

Sometimes when my night turns to day...I find myself wanting you still. Not completly knowing why..but never changing the feeling I am drawn to you.. I can't help it. The way your smile lights up my day....the way it fills my world with joy knowing your happy... I can't help it. Knowing that I love you so much it hurts sometimes....and being ok with it hurting....Crying myself to sleep at night because I feel so confused at times....Watching you sleep while wondering if I was the last thought in your mind before your eyes closed..... Forgive me....I'm in love with you every hour of every day. I can't change it. I can only pray that you will still feel the same way when you wake. I get so scared when your smile fades...Sometimes I hate that I love you so much...I begin to think that maybe if I didn't it wouldn't hurt so much...but it still does...and I love you no less... Even if I tried..my heart would still reach out for you...I would still love the sound of your laughter with mine...I would still crave your happiness...I can't help how I feel...And now YOU know too... This is how I truly feel.

Poet: Jasmin Grider